He opened the story one last time, the same “one last time” that had begun forty minutes earlier. A sentence on page two suddenly looked like it belonged to a different story. He fixed it.
On the screen, the submission page for imperfectidea waited.
Title: The Final Version
Cover Letter:
Dear Editors,
Please consider my story, The Final Version, for publication.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Sincerely,
He read the letter again.
Then stopped.
There was something rude about sending a story called The Final Version to a place called imperfectidea. Like showing up to a support group in a suit and tie.
He added a line:
I hope it may be a good fit.
Too desperate.
He deleted good.
Now it sounded cryptic, possibly threatening.
He deleted the sentence entirely.
The room was silent except for the laptop fan and the occasional soft, rhythmic tap of the backspace key.
He opened the story one last time. The last sentence now felt too abrupt. He changed it.
He saved the document as Final2.docx.
A minute later: Final_Actual.docx.
Then: Final_Version_Really.docx.
The cursor blinked inside the cover letter box.
He attached final_final_REALLY.docx.
Then sat very still.
The button said Submit.
Not Send into the world.
Not Accept judgment.
Just Submit, as if this were the simplest thing in the world.
He clicked Submit before the better version of himself could stop him.
For one full second, he felt sick.
Then the screen refreshed.
Thank you for your submission.
He stared at the message.
After a moment, he opened the story again and saved a new file.
Final_after_submission.docx